I've gotten over him... The 2nd one, but one of the most meaningful events in my life.
Personally, If I had the chance to talk to him honestly.
I'd say this...
"Thank You. Do you want to know what's the best thing that You ever gave me??
Memories. To me, that's one of the most important and blessed things in life.
For one thing, they can be represented by anything.. A flower, a diary, a picture or a text message.
They also make you think back and realise your mistakes and your true feelings.. whether It's hurt or joy, It doesn't really matter to me because all the memories you gave me are very blessed.
They made me realise my boundaries and gave me experience, after I met you, after I let go of you, things changed. my temper's more under control and My brother says I'm more forgiving and loving.
Because You gave me a chance to make mistakes and turn a better person in the end.
My mistake, was giving you my phone number, to think that you were so sweet and I'm right about that.
But Also wrong to like you, to cross my boundaries.
But I'm happy, because you made me a better person. Because you gave me memories to cherish.
The first time you asked me for my phone no. The first time a guy said to me that I was pretty.
The first thing you'd ask me, "Kao tgh buat ape?"
And Also the first time I declared you one of the most weirdest, most nicest people I know.
Thank You for all these memories, so now, in return I give you a chance to treat me the way you want to,
Gfs, not included. A friend, cousin or enemy.
But, I'd prefer If you treat me as a stranger. Because even though I'm greatful and thanked you for everything you've given me. It doesn't mean that it doesn't hurt.. It hurts at times and I need to spend time away from you to recover.
I hope you understand, Khairul.Thank you and god bless you for everything."
Truthfully, i didn't have a chance.
